DarkHalo101

So that way I can shoot myself. I'm so tired of everything right now. I'm tired of living in these fucking shelters or on the streets. I'm tired of being so fucking sad all the time. I'm tired of always being alone. I'm tired of not having anyone care. I'm tired of no one being willing to help me out in the times that I really need it. I'm tired of my heart aching over Ronnie. I'm tired of being in and out of rehab and psych wards. I'm tired of life. My only question is, how the hell did I manage to screw my entire fucking life up before I even had a chance to start it??

So I've had a lovely month. I've been in and out of the hospital. ( I'll explain for those who care to know) I've had detentions just about everyday for the past two weeks. But that doesn't really bother me. Because I'm so damn happy I swear to god I have rainbows shooting out of my ears! My birthday is on May 10th...like six days from now. (I'll be 17 *woot!*) I'm not gonna do much. I'll be working but I love my job at the hair salon so that's a good enough present is to just be there. Me and my birthmom have started talking again. And for those of you who've known me for a while knew that we had a pretty bad "break up" of sorts. I'm so ha

Yes it is I, the Becky. ...He he. But anywho, i'm just letting you guys know that I haven't fallen off the face of the earth or anything. I've got somewhere around 20 poems and a good 250-300 photos I've got to upload. I know, I've been slacking but...Most of you haven't noticed anyway now have you? But I'm letting you know that I'm not dead so i would really appreciate it of you didn't treat me as though I was. Thank you.